Still got 13days only =)

Ohya ohya ohya~ i want back kk liao lurhh. Soooooo happy arhh. So fast i can see my laogong jor lurhh =) laogong want wait me orhh. Laogong have guai guai marhh? Laogong have miss me mou?

OMG~ Want exam already lerhh. So scare =( i scare i will not pass orhh. Haiz.. Hope i can pass arhh. I will do my best gehh. Yeahh yeahh yeahh!! Xiiao ni gambateh orhh. Hahaha =P

老公啊老公~
我到底能怎样呢?
听到这个我能没感觉吗?
我是你的老婆诶~
难道我能不生气?
不吃醋?
不伤心?
不爽?
不妒忌噢?
可能这件事对老公来说没什么大不了，
但是我真的很在意的啊~
只是....
我都不知道要怎么说才好，
说不出这感觉。
如果是我，
老公会有什么感觉呢?
我也不知道~
希望老公知道，
我会这样是因为我很爱你...

Valentine T.T

Haizz.. Today is valentine~ But my laogong no celebrate with me orhh T.T

Laogong arhh laogong. Laogong faster come back arhh. I want laogong accompany me orhh. Laoogong at there have guai guai mou arhh? Have miss laopo mou? Have drinks more water mou? Have wear more shirt mou? Laopo so miss you arhh~

Today i stay at batu pahat orhh. I live in the most big room at the hotel orhh. Got a big sofa, 42 cun de LCD and 2 bed orhh. Walao~ so nice =) we tou tou bring my brother dog (Queenie) tim. She so cute xD But when want morning she keep bark then i direct hug she come up my bed orhh. Haha =) she sleep at my beside orhh =P

谁
改变了我的世界
没有方向
没有日夜
我看着天
这一刻在想你
是否会
对我一样思念
你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望着天在心中默默念
下一秒你出现在眼前
想念的心装满的都是你
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又是一个黎明
这是我对你爱的累积

Laogong laogong~
Laopo miss you so much orhh~
Muackss~

New year eve

Woo Woo Woo~ Chinese new year is coming. Valentine also coming liao. Hmm.. Alone celebrate valentine at here T.T laogong arhh laogong =( i want you at here accompany me celebrate orhh T.T

My new year really so cham T.T laogong tomorrow go china and hong kong orhh. Yerr~ laogong cannot accompany me sms 1 week orhh T.T so long e~ I really will so bu xi guan no laogong accompany me arhhhhhh~~~ laogong arhh laogong. Laopo hao xiang ni orhh.

Laogong at there want guai guai arhh. Take care self dont cold dao orhh. Laogong remember wear more shirt orhh. Laogong says before sleep will message me de orhh. Laogong cannot lie me de orhh =) laogong says wany buy present to me gehh arhh. Hekhek =P laogong want so miss laopo de arhh. Laopo will guai guai and so miss laogong gehh.

Today i having tuan yuan fan at ben zhen orhh. We eat huo kuo at jie fu's dad and mum house orhh. But i eat abit only cause im sick =( me fever, flu and ke shou orhh. New year sick so cham orhh T.T if laogong at here take care me then good lurhh.

I got send a special message to laogong and laogong's mamii. Two also do by my self de orhh =) but two is different gehh. Mamii also got foward a new year message to me lerhh =) thanks auntie~

Change change change =(

My mum, dad and elroy come johor here in this morning. Come here celebrate their chinese new year. Laogong celebrate his new year at hong kong and china with his family. Me? Cham cham cham~ valentine also alone =( when i can really celebrate my valentine with laogong? Can i have a nice valentine?

Today is kian kok sport day orhh. Haiz.. laogong at where also want guai guai arhh. This few days also not in mood =( did laogong know why? Haiz~ WHY WHY WHY WHY?! T.T!!! I really so sad. Never sad like this, sad till cannot being myself already.

我不是不相信你，只是不想你和女生那么亲密，所以不想你参加啦啦队。
我不是故意要哭，只是我真的无法忍住泪不流，所以我只能说我很抱歉。
我不是不明白你，只是这个事情我真的很在意，所以我才会真的说出口。

老公，第二次了。上次是帮别人sms给女朋友，为什么老公这次还要要帮别人追女生? 你有想过我的感受吗?
为什么“你”要逼他喝酒?！为什么老公要喝? 老公可以为了承诺而坚持点吗? 我们的承诺不重要了吗? 你还记得吗?
“你”可以不要干扰我的老公吗?！他是我的叻！“你”知道“你”很烦吗“小妹妹”?！
“你们”两个不要逼我回去就给“你们”一个“大礼”！

老公你还好吗?
为什么会变了?
是我想多了吗?
还是我担心过度?
还是你真的变了?
我真的不知道~

老公现在的心中有什么?
还有我在吗?
对你来说我还重要吗?
现在我是你最在乎的吗?
你还记得我吗?
还是我已经是一个玩具了。

老公真的不懂吗?
我要的你都不懂吗?
我要的很简单不是吗?
你几时才懂?
几时才能给我?

老公知道我的感受吗?
你知道我有多担心你吗?
你知道我有多想你吗?
你知道你让我有多心痛吗?
你知道你让我很伤心吗?
你知道我的泪流不停吗?
这些你都知道吗?

我知道我答应你很多次不再哭，可是我都控制不了。可是今天起，我不会再那么轻易哭，我会忍住眼泪不流~ 就算真的真的忍不住了，我也不会让你知道我哭了~
这几天我真的很恨恨恨伤心和担心，希望你真的是因为累才这样对我。希望真的是这样~ 可是下次可以不要因为这样而那样对我吗?

【【我好伤心！！】】
【【我好心痛！！】】
【【我好担心！！】】

[[LATEST 2010]]

First time take short hair photo in 2010


Haiz.. I miss my hair orhh T.T
Laogong arhh laogong. Laopo so miss you orhh. Laogong at there have guai guai mou? Have miss laopo mou? Have drink more water mou? Have take care self mou? Laogong want wait laopo go back arhh. Still got 35days laopo jiu go back see laogong jor =) muackss!!

I MISS YOU, Tony Chong Tong Hong.

Exam exam exam =(

Waohh~ today is the first time i exam at here lehh. I so scare so hard orhh T.T tomorrow is english orhh. Cham lo cham lo =( so scare i cannot pass it orhh T.T help help help arhh~~~~~~ hmm.. laogong also want study hard arhh. Laogong saturday start exam want gambteh orhh. We together finish exam that day is laopo go back that day jor. Wahaha =) laopo so happy so fast can see dao laogong jor orhh =) still got 9 days only e. Hehe~

Today actually so sad. I saw those in my class de girl can with their bf together study at a school or do anything,i so admire them orhh T.T before me also can like that, but i feel that time i more xing fu cause my laogong will help me take book when i arrive school and finish school, will go buy foods and drinks then together eat, go out shopping and watch movie, i really so miss the time.


♥一定要好好珍惜和你爱的人一起的时间，
♥不要因为小事而吵架...
♥当你知道他不在你身边好久好久的那种感受，
♥你就会知道能和自己爱的人每天或经常见面，
♥面对面讲话，
♥吃东西，
♥上学，
♥逛街，
♥看电影等...
♥其实那已经很幸福了~
♥被逼要和自己很爱的人分隔两地，
♥是很难受的，
♥这比他离开你更难受...

Laogong.. I miss you so much =(

Hope the time past faster

Today i write the date countdown to back kk and the days i with laogong together =) 1 is increase one day by one day and i see the days more i will happy more. Anither one is decrease one day by one day, it more less then i more happy xD so i hope the time past faster arhh~

Pai qiu really hard to play lehh == today when i practise play, so hard lehh. But i see the teacher so easily then can do it liao. Why me cannot? Lols~ next week want test already tuu. Want pai 10 times e, dont know i can a not. Hope i can pass =(

Tonight dinner i cook it by myself gong. Hahahaha x) i want cook more so that i can cook more nice food for my laogong eat =) cause he like to eat xD tonight i cook maggie, nugget and ABALONE for myself. Waohh~ the abalone soooo nice gong~ make the maggie's soup got abalone taste orhh. YUMMY~~~~

Laogong arhh laogong. Laopo really so hope laogong can at here puii me =( i so xing ku orhh. Now the math i really cannot understand lehh. All in chinese, before i so like math in chinese. But 3 years study at kian kok also use english, so i already xi guan jor. Now suddenly use chinese, i really cannot understand T.T T.T and today that english test so hard T.T i yi wei that vocabulary teacher will call us write meaning, so i memorize all but i 死背 only, not really know the meaning, cause the meaning also in english >.< MANATAHU!! she give us fill in the blank warhh. Walao~ i dont know the word meaning, how do?! Why she dont want tell us how she test us? really stupid! Better i dont want memorize! Waste my time only!

I really miss kk so much =( still got 37days me baru go back kk. Haiz.. Still got long time lehh. I with my laogong 7months and 3days jor lurhh. Muackss~ My laogong chinese new year go china and hong kong there play. Haiz.. many days cannot sms with my laogong T.T my valentine also just can celebrate with laogong at phone only =( Laogong~ laopo miss you so much orhh. Laopo yong yuan ai ni orhh. Muackss~