1 month T.T

Today my school was holiday. Because is 大宝森节 orhh. But kk's school din have holiday tuu. Hmm.. So today i can sleep abit liao. Not need early wake up, really so tired == today wake up at 10 more. Wake up first thing must is message my laogong marhh. Hehe =)

My laogong today have school orhh. So cannot with my laogong sms, want wait till 12:30 he baru finish school =( while wait laogong finish school message me, i go having my breakfast (coco crunch) lols~ and watching tv =) then i help my sister clean the tv's table and the small coffee table.

I keep see the clock, i want fast fast 12:30 orhh. When 12:30 i direct message my laogong jor. Hehe =) then with laogong sms and i go out having lunch. Walao~ i having my lunch at korean shop there. I order a la mian and bbq pork. When the mee come, i think is spicy one. Manatahu when i eat, spicy till i want cry already. I eat liao half lagi tiam orhh. I so geng already tuu xD really so spicy =( that pork not bad~ when leave there, the boss give us yakult and some sweet tim =P

When arrive home. I also dont know want do what, really so boring == then i cannot tahan jiu go do my homework x) do the 大楷~ Want write 有关颜色的新年成语贺词 warhh. Walao~ think liao so long i just think dao 金玉满堂 tuu. I really dont know got what liao == laogong also dont know still got what. Hahaha~ so i just write got colour de 成语, dont care it liao xD

Laogong arhh laogong~ i dont know is me think too much or you really change jor orhh T.T i really feel laogong change jor another people orhh. Laogong makes me so worry T.T i dont know how to say laogong change jor what, but i really feel it =( laopo 30days din see laogong jor T.T i so miss laogong orhh~ kian kok faster finish sport day arhh. I want my laogong can early back home then open webcam let me see he arhh. Laopo really miss you so muchhhhh!!!!!!

Special holiday for JB

Today suddenly become holiday. Yesterday night the JB sultan dont know why in hospital jor. Then when 11 more like that he was died, but that time still dont know tomorrow really is holiday a not. Manatahu today early wake up early in the morning ready go school. Ngam ngam want go in car that time then cai know is holiday. Luckily not yet go school, if not jiu bai zou ==

Then go back house and change shirt. With laogong sms till he start lesson then i go oioi again. Hehe ^^''' when 12 more jiu wake up liao. Then waiting laogong reply m message =) After that with laogong sms a while, his phone jiu no batery jor =( makes me sooooo worry he T.T laogong that time have guai guai marhh? Hmm.. laopo hao xiang ni~

When afternoon jiu go out mam mam then laogong's mamii message me orhh. Then with mamii sms lurhh. I very happy she so agree laogong with me together and i so happy she so support us. I must wont let mamii dissapointed gehh. She hope us together forever. Laogong and i must can gehh. I know we can =) laogong i love you orhh. Muackss!! Thanks for her wishes and support. Must take care self and dont sick again orhh =)

Tonight i having my dinner at sigapore orhh. Haiz.. I really dont like go singapore, because cannot sms with my baobeii laogong T.T come out from singapore when 10 more. Then back home bathing jor jiu talk phone with my baobeii laogong =)

Laogong arhh laogong. Laopo really miss you so much orhh T.T i didnt see laogong 23 days already. Haizz~ I so miss laogong at school puii me, go out shooping, watch movie, eating and at laogong's house those moment T.T i miss those time so much =( TONY CHONG TONG HONG, CHRISELDA LEE SIAU NI MISS YOU SO MUCH AND LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER TILL UNLIMITED CENTURY!!!

Sad? Happy? 傻傻分不清楚 ==

Today is a special day for me =) Today, 07.01.2010 is tony laogong and me 7 month jor lurhh. Hehe.. We are longer than last time jor. Hope we really can love till last and forever~ Laogong arhh laogong. I love you orhh. Hehe.. Laopo will love laogong forever and ever till unlimited century orhh. Muackss~ Laopo will remember what i have promise laogong gehh. Laogong remember mou? Got miss laopo mou? Got guai guai mou? Got take care self mou? Hmm.. Laopo hao xiang ni orhh T.T laogong arhh.. laogong want wait me go back orhh. Laopo want fast fast go back orhh T.T

Laogong arhh laogong. Laopo really dont know can how orhh. I most not like d thing happen on today T.T The 7 month aniversary for us. Haiz~ why i so care laogong, laogong still want like that treat me? Haiz~ I just dont like also cannot? Will laogong know my feeling? Will laogong know what i means? Will laogong know? I really so care laogong d arhh. Why laogong want like that think me orhh? I so.. Haiz T.T

What can i say again? For this thing, i really sooooo dont like it. But now like nothing can do again. Laogong arhh laogong~ will laogong understand me mou? Laopo really soooo sad arhh =( why my baobeii laogong dont know what im worry and what im dont like gehh? Haiz~ when laogong can know it, then laogong will really know the feeling of mine now T.T heart so pain.

♥不喜欢怀疑什麽
♥并不表示我没有感受
♥看你微妙的变化
♥慢慢不同
♥我不是生气只是心痛
♥最讨厌被误会了
♥但越解释越觉得难过
♥你可以说人会变
♥但不能说你会这麽做
♥是我的错
♥哭过就好了
♥伤都会好的
♥这样相信所以深呼吸著割舍
♥爱是为了拥抱为了牵手
♥不是为了争吵为了调头
♥哭过就好了
♥痛都会走的
♥记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
♥失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
♥还是谢谢你让我长大了

14 days already T.T

14 days at johor jor. I really miss laogong so much =( can the time past faster? I want fast fast holiday orhh T.T i want back kk orhh T.T time arhh time~ can ypu run faster marhh? haiz..

Today is my 1st study 家政 orhh. 家政 just for girl gehh. Today we learn how to do apron and 头巾, cause after do finish this apron then learn how to cook =) but dont know want how many 家政课 baru can do finish e. If this apron after do jor can bring back home self keep then i da suan gift it to laogong's mamii as birthday present e. Cause she macam have use it when cook gehh =)

At here macam everyday also same gehh. Just friday special abit, cause my sis fetch me when me after school then bring me go gai gai e. But not laogong puii me, do what also like nothing. Haiz.. I want back kk =( i want with laogong together go out and go school orhh T.T laogong arhh laogong~ laopo really so miss you orhh =(

♥用你的早安陪我吃晚餐
♥记得把想念存进扑满
♥我望着满天星在闪
♥听牛郎对织女说要勇敢
♥不怕我们在地球的两端
♥看你的问候骑着魔毯
♥飞用光速飞到我面前
♥你让我看到北极星有十字星作伴
♥少了你的手背当枕头我还不习惯
♥你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
♥太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
♥我会耐心地等等你有一天靠岸
♥少了你的怀抱当暖炉我还不习惯
♥E给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
♥世界再大两颗真心就能互相取暖
♥想念不会偷懒我的梦通通给你保管

For tony laogong =)

Laogong change jay chou's 退后, me also want change it =)

【我好想】
窗外正在下着雨
雨滴的情景
像泪水在落地
空荡的房子
回音显得更清晰
对你想念的情绪
像呼吸般无法停息

那在机场的情景
我不会忘记
我们落过的泪
自从那天起
你不能每天陪我
我好想回去那时
你每天在我的身边

我真的好想回到过去
每天和你粘在一起
做任何事都有你陪
这些时光好真实

我不会忘记我的承诺
你一定要好好地等我
真的好爱你
永远都爱你


By: Miss. XiiaO Ni

1st day go NEW school =(

Today is the first day i went to school in johor. Early in the morning jiu raining jor. That sky really look like can know my feeling, that time i really so bu xiang go school T.T i dont want o~~~~~ what can i do? T.T

I already xi guan go kian kok. I already xi guan arrive school then tony laogong will help me takes book go up and finish school come up help me take books. I want with laogong together having breakfast, together go canteen when recess or together play with friends, together go out on saturday when finish school, celebrate any special season at laogong house =( i MISS those time a lot T.T

My school is big, but all thing also so lanc for me. NO aircond, NO whiteboard, NO tiles, NO nice windows, NO nice door, NO nice chair and desk, NO nice toilet and this school make me NO long hair!! I hate it. I want my hair back T.T my hair~~~ haiz =( kian kok is really better than here 10000000000000 percent o. LANC!!

First day go school, my dad and my brother fetch me go. When teacher choosing people do monitar, asistant monitar and many many. Im so unlucky.. Im being choosing as asistant monitar == i dont want! Haiz.. i want go back kian kok o T.T T.T

Haiz~ please faster past the time =( i want go back kk T.T i miss my tony laogong so muchh T.T i want go back a~~~~~~~~~~ =(